It's funny, looking back at how this whole year started out is just too crazy. It came & went in an entire blur, that I feel like I need a machine to completely free certain moments. At the beginning of this year, I was 23 & engaged, to a man I had only known a year, & had nothing done or planned for my wedding in July. I was a transitioning step-parent, who was almost drowning with stress of all of the drama involving most of my in-laws & filled up to my ears, with BMD. (Baby-momma-drama) BMD, lol. It sounds like a disease that you've been diagnosed with. Like, you sit in the doctor's office, and they bring you in to show test results of how you have a serious condition of BMD. -Okay, enough daydreaming. But, no seriously. At the beginning of this year, I was still trying to get my closest friends on board with me getting married..as well as my family. -shoot. Now that I think back, I was still trying to swallow the actual reality, that I was really and seriously, no joking around, going to be married. And I went to LA, with my Best & Kade, went to Monterey, Disneyland twice. I planned and created a whole entire wedding from scratch on a budget. I was in the ER, for all the stress, I was working full-time. It was just ALOT. But, I feel like having gotten over that hump (by the grace of God) and that fear of "what's to come" I truly feel like I'm in the exact position I'm suppose to be in. And for the first time, I have no doubts about my life. I know that this is the beginning of something amazing, and now that I have my bestfriend/husband by my side, and a new mom role to fully embrace, I feel confident in whatever God has planned next.
And, I already know, knowing God & our track record, it's going to be awesome.
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